The Ramblings of Mathaytace Christou

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2009-03-19T17:21:00.001-07:00

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I actually have to do a blogpost FOR my school, not just about it haha.

2008-01-21T08:04:00.001-08:00

Yes, believe it or not, one of my assignments is to review a school resource on a blog or on the class bulletin board. Well, i figured, i had two blogs, one to show off school assignments, and one personal, so i'll post this on both.

I am reviewing Perdue university's O.W.L. guide on writing numbers. Honestly, i hate to admit this, I was not familiar with the fact that there were Rules for writing numbers! Makes me wonder about the quality of our highschool education haha.

The Guide does a decent job of explaning the rules of writing numbers for those of us who were "sick the day they taught it." :P The Guide gives a very clear description of how to avoid mixing up your numbers, and examples of the proper, and improper way, of writing those numbers, whether they be in numeral or text. I learned that in mixing up both written numbers and numerals.... that I had been breaking a grammatical rule. I will be avoiding that in the future. :P

Check out my Facebook profile

2007-12-11T07:15:00.000-08:00

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John has:

11 friends
12 wall posts
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Check out my Facebook profile

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Thanks,
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Hero

2007-07-25T12:46:00.001-07:00

Our Brother is in Glory, with the Lord He gave his life for!

Together with our Brother Let us sing:

HOLY HOLY HOLY, Lord God of Hosts, Heaven and Earth are full of thy Glory, Praise be to thee O Christ. Amen!

May his murderers learn the Peace of Our Master.

Pray Brothers

2007-07-24T09:01:00.001-07:00

Our Brothers and sisters from South Korea are in danger Tonight. The evil one is threatening their lives. Pray that God's will be done, that they be delivered, or become Strong Wittnesses for Christ in their martyerdom.

May they Have the Strength to do His Will.

Interesting point....

2007-07-22T16:51:00.001-07:00

http://sergesblog.blogspot.com/2007/07/on-being-like-ritualist-slum-priests.html

Taliban claims to kill two hostages.

2007-07-22T10:06:00.001-07:00

From Germany.

Also, South Korean Christians kidnapped in Afghanistan.

Don't Screw with the Religion of Peace (tm).

Shhh!

2007-07-22T06:44:00.001-07:00

Michelle Malkin records the blogosphere's reaction toward the democrat's rejection of the John Doe Bill.

Spoiler: Its not a happy one.

Nirvana With the Lights out

2007-07-20T07:16:00.003-07:00

del.icio.us Tags: Music

Nirvana was easily one of the Greatest Rock bands to ever exist. Yes, I admit they were not virtuosos. But that is not what they were known for. That is not what they gave to music. That is not what they are remembered for.

They are remembered for the passion and brutal honesty they brought forward in their lyrics, and the intensity that was present in their music. Irony was the driving force of their hit "Smells Like Teen Spirit", Injustice was the Muse of the oft misunderstood "Rape Me", Pain was all too obvious in the late Released "You Know You're Right", which I consider a more obvious Suicide note than the one he scrawled before he died.

I just received the Box set from my brother for my Birthday. The Cuts are Raw, and the Songs are unfinished, which would drag down our image of any other band. Nirvana Fans revel in the imperfect yet powerful musical works of art.

The Box set pulls back the very thin layer of production and lets us see even more clearly what Nirvana was about. Intensity and Honesty.

I admit many will not like the rough cuts.... But I can only describe this set with one word.

Brilliant.

Tired

2007-07-20T07:16:00.001-07:00

But that's nothing new. I didn't sleep as much as I should have last night. Stayed up to late on the computer doing my nerdy music/surfing thing.

I need a life lol.

I have taken to watching adult swim lately. I love Futurama, Family guy and Robot Chicken. Nerd heaven.

Interesting Link of the day.

http://www.rightwingnews.com/mt331/2007/07/obama_is_a_radical_liberal_who.php

Believe it or not....

2007-07-20T07:15:00.003-07:00

A windows clone!!!

Durr, maybe we should touch the electricity George.

2007-07-20T07:15:00.001-07:00

Frivolous Lawsuits can be hilarious. I hope the kid is okay, but man.....

http://michellemalkin.com/2007/07/18/stupid-lawsuit-of-the-day/

2007-06-30T14:26:00.000-07:00

I've been tired a lot recently. I thought before that I maybe wasn't getting enough sleep, but thinking about it, I get around 6-7 hours a night. That's not the recommended 8 but its in the ballpark. My friends get less and they seem okay. I dunno.

It looks like I'm taking another three months off school. There was a financial aid screw up, and I have to bust butt to get it fixed in time for fall.

But I won't be going to Columbus State. I am going to transfer to Ohio Dominican University, which involves taking my ACT. So I will be studying this summer, but not earning credits lol.

Been playing a lot of NCAA 07.....

Another Travesty at an abortion clinic.

2007-06-28T19:47:00.000-07:00

http://michellemalkin.com/2007/05/15/undercover-at-planned-parenthood-update-student-threatened-with-lawsuit/

2007-06-21T10:02:00.001-07:00

I got some new cds the other day. I'm a music addict as some of you may already know, so it was like Christmas day when the shipment arrived in the brown Cardboard box that BMG ships in. Seriously, i like music lol. If any of you ever want to get me a gift, music will always be appreciated.

In that nifty little box, I got:

Nirvana-In Utero

Nirvana-From the Muddy Banks of the Wishkah

The Benjamin Gate- Contact

The O.C. Supertones- Hi Fi Revival

Emery- The Weak's End

Led Zeppelin- How the West was Won.

Relient K- Five Score and 7 Years ago

Nirvana's In Utero is one of those albums you have to listen to a few times before you can get into it. The first couple times through it comes off as abrasive, but as you delve deeper you will find it to be a gem.

Nirvana's Wishkah Album is a collection of live cuts. Some quality, others weak (notably the album's version of Breed).

I've not listened much to the Benjamin Gate album, though I loved their first one. (Too bad they are defunct)

The O.C. Supertones' Album is pretty much the same stuff as others, but still awesome.

Too tired to finish post, more later.

My little brother has a job at the movie theater.

2007-06-19T06:23:00.001-07:00

Which means I get free movies. Awesomeness. I thought I'd write down what I thought about each of the movies I have seen, while taking advantage of his benefits.

No spoilers except for Mr. Brooks.

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

Totally freaking awesome! First of all the Action is great as always. There is the subtle and not so subtle humor that is found throughout the series. It does tie up the first two movies in a satisfactory way, while leaving room for a sequel, in a way that allows them to drop the series or make a sequel depending on what they want to do. It does not demand a sequel, but it allows for one.

Also the plot twists are unexpected and satisfying. For those who have not seen the movie, I'll just say this, if you thought you knew who these characters were, you are sorely mistaken.

The only downsides for me is that while the action is intense, it does tend to go on. The main battle of the movie feels like half the film. And while funny, Jack isn't as "Jacky".

Mr. Brooks-MINOR SPOILERS READ AT OWN RISK!!!!

Some disturbing stuff. A great serial killer movie, but VERY VERY DISTURBING. Kids should not see this movie. What I found facinating is that the main character is indeed addicted to killing, but hates it about himself. He is not the average off the wall killer you see in so many movies. He hates what he does and Tries desparately to stop. A very tragic story.

SPOILERS OVER CONTINUE READING SAFELY

Spider Man 3

Just plain cool. It does a great job of finishing the Peter/Harry storyline. Black spiderman is a facinating character, and Venom is just plain wicked.

Only downside is if you are not fond of complex storylines, this one has one. I thought it was great though.

MORE MOVIES LATER

I'm going to Heaven

2007-05-14T17:26:00.000-07:00

You know, alot of Christians, as they grow in their faith and walk with Christ, tend to forget or push aside heaven. As if it were, childish to think about heaven.

Of course they believe in it. Its not that, it has more to do with how we are percieved when we speak about it. As if we are zealots, or simple. "I love Jesus, and I'm gonna go to heaven where everything is nice etc." It sounds like insane escapism. We are sophisticated, Lets work on theology for a while, and become educated. Lets discuss the sacraments or the Trinity, something lofty and beyond a simpleton's understanding.

But I really I find it sad. I know I am sometimes embarrassed when the topic of heaven comes up, I'm not innocent. However, I think this needs to change. Yes, Heaven is but a part of the Rich Tapestry God has woven for us, but it is a very very important part.

Think about it, when we came to Christ, what was foremost in our minds? The Love of a God that would Give Himself so that we can escape a dying and dark world, for a perfect and bright place. Before we could discuss intricate doctrine, and play with the big boys, we loved the sound of heaven. I did, I know that.

I think its time we felt some "Childish Enthusiasm" about heaven. I think we ought to begin making fools of ourselves. God Came not to give us a happy life on earth, but a Perfect Life in Heaven. Bask in it brothers and sisters. Look to the skies. We have hope for tomorrow.

There's no tears in my eyes today

I've only got good things to say

The Son chased away the clouds of grey

I'm going to Heaven and I'm going to stay

All smiles there, no trials there

No fears there, no years there

I'm going to Heaven

We're going to Heaven

Our tickets are all paid to heaven that God made

So goodbye blue Monday, no pain on Sunday

I don't need no women or wine

When I got Heaven on my mind

Be so far above cloud nine

You and me and God until the end of time!

All smiles there, no trials there

No fears there, no years there

-The O.C. Supertones

Heaven

I might just get a picture of myself here soon.

2007-04-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

I have not had a picture taken of myself since i was sixteen. Odd huh. But I need more lol.

Tired.

read this, very important

2007-04-19T06:20:00.001-07:00

http://www.jihadwatch.org/archives/011363.php

Life, Love and Why.

2007-04-18T09:12:00.000-07:00

Life's looking a bit brighter I think. I mean of course a lot of the same problems persist, but I am feeling a bit less overwhelmed by them. I dunno.

I'm sitting out on my porch keeping a watchful eye on my little brother Skateboarding, and listening to some good music. Its a bit cold but not freezing. Better weather than we have had lately.

I'm sitting here playing with the kickstand on Chris's Bike, with my foot, listening to the Khreeh kreeh of his skateboard scraping on the ground as he practices his various tricks and maneuvers in the pursuit of the elusive yet glorious goal of most kids his age, pro skating. Well, maybe those aren't his goals, but who cares, it sounds good.

I've been listeing/reading more and more political stuff. Maybe its a spring/summer thing, as I did so last year around the same time as well.

Prayers for all in Need.

Hilarious, just hilarious.

2007-04-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

Beheading people is apparently funny now.

http://michellemalkin.com/archives/007311.htm

I'm alive.

2007-04-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

Yes I know, its been a few days since my last post. A larger gap than usual. Don't worry, i've not sunk back into the land of the "blog abandoneers".

What to do.... What to do.....

2007-04-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

Inspired by a friend's blog posting about local politics in her area, it got me thinking about our upcoming Presidential elections.

The future does not appear to be too bright. On the democratic side, we have two options.

1) Hilary, a harsh leftist who will essentially alienate the conservative portion of this country.

and

2) Barack Obama, who is even scarier than Hillary, because we know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT HIM. Of course everyone is eating out of his hand. His base is the "I'm barely old enough to vote, but he's cute isn't he?" group.

On the Republican side, the only real possibility is Rudy Gulliani. I believe he will be good for security, but he will offput some of the moral conservative base.

Eh. I'll probably vote for Rudy, but I'm not very comfortable.

Blog Blog BLOOOOOG

2007-04-11T18:13:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine has started her blog today, YAY looking forward to reading what she writes.

In other news, I've made it a point to watch more baseball. I love the game, but I usually bore of it a few weeks into the season. This season I will watch more, because when I realize that the Playoffs are coming lol, I tend to regret not watching more.

Also, the family is going out to meet up with a mutual friend of ours. She was our (Mom, Dad and I) Communications teacher last quarter. It was a fun class and she was quite kind, going out of her way to help us get through the class despite dad having some health problems that prevented us from actually attending classes. Instead we met at the Library, or occasionally at her home. She's just a great lady. That and she got me hooked on Metallica ROFL.

Yes, I said ROFL, this is a personal blog, not a grand essay lol, get over it.

Right now I'm sitting here watching mythbusters with my little brother. We watch the show together all the time. Part of how we bond. Of course right now he's trying to make the deepest sound his body can produce, and that as annoying as all get out, but I love him anyway :P

He is a great brother.

This particular episode, they are trying to see if they can blow out a flame with the human voice,
and if they can plant hypnotic suggestions into someone's subconscious.

Fun stuff.

Christ is Life.

Religious freedom is for everyone.

2007-04-09T11:38:00.000-07:00

Even those without a Religion.

As much as many Militant atheists like to rant about how Religion is supposedly destroying the world, it is true that our Right to Practice our Faith is the Same Right that allows them to Ridicule my Faith.

I am a Christian, and I believe that Jesus Christ is THE Way THE Truth and THE Life, and that no man cometh to the Father but through Him. However, I will say clear as day that I believe in man's Right to deny Him. I do not believe that my faith should be forced down the throat of a non-believe, nor do I believe that atheism should be forced down the throat of the Masses through Judicial Rulings.

Why does it offend people that I wish to Practice my faith publicly? Do I trample on your Right to do the same?

Playing with Linux.

2007-04-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

Hi all, I´m doing something novel and posting from nifty linux. Its a very basic distribution of linux, but its cool nonetheless.

Don´t worry. I Havn´t touched windows. I am running off a live cd. I can boot it from the cd. And when I take the cd out and reboot the puter, it comes back up with windows, like nothing happened.

OH, and crap about me life.

I think I´m going to transfer to Columbus State and do their computer hands on thingy. Get a job installing harddrives and crap for way too much money. That´ll be cool.

In the morning I´m gonna go out and get my Temps. YEs I know I am nineteen and I dont have my license.... but whatever.

God Bless all
BTW probably my last post from linux. its just a toy for me. and when I reboot windows (i am getting some restore cds from compaq, i wont want to risk my hardrive lol.

I love Gmail.

2007-04-02T14:04:00.000-07:00

Seriously, for its spam filtering alone I LOVE Gmail.

Yeah I know, boring post, get over it

More Crap

2007-03-30T11:35:00.000-07:00

My life is in a generally weird place right now. Some stuff is happening that changes my day to day existence, and we all know how much I like change.

Firstly, I had to withdraw from school this quarter. It turns out I would end up owing Ohio University about 600 dollars should I attend this quarter. And seeing as how I am also jobless, that's just not going to happen.

On a plus note, we just got the car fixed, meaning I can start the job search again. But frankly I think I might need some time off. I dunno. Ever have those unsurities that you just don't know how to address? Hmm.... I seem to draw them like a moth to flame.

Haha Tried to be creative there. Failed. However I do want to start writing creatively. Something I have fantasized about for years. I always end up giving up though. So I created a blog (in secret for now, may or may not share it in the future) where I can play around with creative writing without being "found out" lol. In studying for my speech on writer's block months ago, I learned that the key to overcoming writer's block, is to learn to overcome the fear of overly neagative judgement of your writing skills. I'll give it a shot I gues.

I am usually dissatisfied with my work. Not just writing but in just about everything else as well. I am a harsh critic of myself I guess. I don't feel I ever do anything good enough. I rarely satisfy my own hopes....

Its not that others have been critical. My family and friends are very supportive of me, in things that I attempt. I am my own roadblock.

I have always wanted to create. Writing, Music, whatever. But I just never feel up to it. I dunno.

I would also consider prayer, as I am depressed about a few things.

Why don't Christians Believe Christianity anymore?

2007-03-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I've read Pastors who said that they believed that the Bible should be disposed of because it is no longer relevant to Christianity.

Some modern Liberal Churches have gotten to the point that they are essentially making up their faith as they Go. Deny the resurrection, deny the deity of Christ, deny the Scriptures Inspired Status, deny that Christ is the way the Truth and the Life. What do you HAVE LEFT?

MONOTHEISTIC PAGANISM. Christianity is built on Truth, on absolutes. If those absolutes are destroyed, we have nothing left. We are Bankrupt. Christianity is defined by what it teaches, and who its teacher is. If Christ is not God, if Christ was not Raised, if the Scriptures do not Record His Teachings, than we are hopelessly Lost.

2007-03-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

I've gotta read chapter 13 of my communications book today and take a bunch of notes to get ready for my test, which I've got to get in by Sunday. Fun. This is the last test of the quarter. I get it, and a smaller assignment in and I'm done with it lol, which is bittersweet, because I am glad for the schoolbreak, but I enjoyed meeting up with the teacher. She is a fun lady lol. And she got me hooked on Metallica.

Oh, and prayers for her would be appreciated, her husbands grandmother just recently died, and they are taking it well, but its obviously not easy.

Chris has been getting significantly better at his guitar playing. I've been teaching him some things and he seems to pick it up quite easily. I will be teaching him more of course, lol. Soon he'll be as good as me, if not better.

Ech, time to get on the dang ol assignment.

short little blurb

2007-03-15T14:47:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to write. Its been a fantasy of mine for quite some time. But I have always been to shy to do something about it. I guess that's why I like to blog. I get to write, to express in, and mold with words, without fear of negative judgement because people expect blogs to be amateruish.

And that this is.

I want to download Sim City 3000 to my computer, but I can't find the stupid activation code that came with the game.

Applying to be a moderator at Christianforums

2007-03-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

I have applied to be a moderator at Christian Forums. Prayer would be appriciated.

(Jelly can offer me a patpat instead of prayer if she approves :))

I had to leave my Job

2007-03-09T17:07:00.000-08:00

The Car is getting unreliable. It is making some weird shaky motion. So we only drive it when we absolutely need to, and my job is relatively far away from where I live, so I had to leave.

It will be weird getting used to not having money, but I can get by. I have in the past.

I am teaching Chris Guitar. He seems to be taking to it well. I'm glad to have someone to jam with. Perhaps we can do something together. That would be freaking sweet.

I have been listening to more switchfoot and relient k. More upbeat. Although I did get the nirvana box set from the library.

I'm sleepy.

I think I'm gonna switch my homepage to google.com

I'm hoping I can get the new RK album soon.

Please pray, I have an online friend who is very depressed.

Please pray for me as well. My mouth is become increasingly filthy.

Pray for Chris as well.

I lost the link to a blog I was reading. I want to find it again, hope I can.

I need to clear some disk space on my computer, I'll set it to defrag in the morning. I'm being inefficient with me computy. I've added stuff removed stuff... added again... its a mess.

Eh. Goodnight and Godbless....

Not that anyone reads this thing lol.

Jelly might come by but I doubt it :P

I love old TV.

2007-02-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

Yes, there are indeed good shows on the air currently. I love Bones, I am a HUGE Scrubs fan, and Think house is one of the greatest doctor shows ever.

But I spend most of my TV time on Reruns. Seriously, I ignore most of the current primetime shows to watch reruns of Law and Order SVU. Waltons is Great at 8 and 9 Am and I love flipping through all the shows I watched as a kid about midday.

I think MTV has ruined modern TV. Everything is a wannabe OC anymore. I HATE that stupid "my super sweet 16" crap watching rich little punks whine about which car their mother buys them.

Ech. Tv has declined.

Writer's Block

2007-02-25T12:01:00.000-08:00

I have Writer's Block, and I can't keep moving on my speech outline on Writer's Block. Ironic I know.

Actually that's why I picked the topic. I couldn't come up with a good topic for my speech, so I chose writer's block, because that was primarily what I was facing. Actually, the topic is a bit more facinating than you'd think. Really!

I know it is a common problem, but its not an easily dismissable one. We all have to write things for school or work, and sometimes it rears its ugly head at the most inopportune time.

One of the main tricks I learned in my study of the topic was to simply keep writing. Often Writer's Block is caused by people over Criticizing their work. The trick is to realize that your first dract will be just that, a first draft. It will suck. Get over it and lay down the foundation on which to build. You can edit and analyze later. But for now, GET IT DOWN.

I am taking a similar approach to my blogging. I figure the only way to get better at blogging is to do it. The last few posts have been personal, but I will also begin to practice my political/philosophical/religious blogging as well. Things will progress.

What is this Gospel thing anyway?

2007-02-23T08:03:00.000-08:00

Most of the non-Christian world fails to understand what is the driving and central force behind Christianity. This is partially because of the media's attention on aspects of Christianity, and not the whole, and the fact that most Christians don't do a very good job of describing their faith.

To the average non-Christian, our faith appears to be a set of rules and rites, tossed in with a sprinkling of morality tales and myths for good flavor. Most people can tell you that Christians believe the Ten commandments should be on every Courthouse (not actually true) and that Christians are against evolution (again not true) but cannot describe what it is that makes a Christian a Christian.

The Gospel is the central point of the Christian faith. No matter what our differences amongst one another, no matter what our styles of worship, no matter what our appearances, the thing we call the Gospel, is what unites us and what defines us as Christians.

The Gospel actually comes from a Greek word euangelion which means "Good News". The Good News we speak of comes down to this. We believe that all men have become stained with sin before God. We believe that all men do evil, and are worthy of punishment for that evil. However, God in His Infinite Mercy, has offered us a way to escape this punishment, by cleansing us. He came down, in the flesh as the man Jesus Christ, to be come a pure and sinless sacrifice, to pay the penalty we deserve. Thus through that Sacrifice He offers us Forgiveness of Sins.

THAT is Christianity.

How my life is progressing

2007-02-22T15:04:00.000-08:00

Well, I guess as this is a random blog (not personal, not political, not religious, but rather all three and more) I guess I can ramble on about my life a bit. I have been attempting to keep this blog somewhat "smarty" but really I don't care. Its not like many people read it anyway (Hi Jelly).

Right now I'm sitting at work. It is a REALLY slow day. I have had around 10 calls today, and I have been here about 7 and a half hours. Oi.

There is a big debate on Christian forums over the concept of conservative/liberal subforums. That's a headache. Those opposed are making it sound like those for it are splitting the Church.

Dad's seizures have made it a bit difficult to make it to class sometimes. So the teacher is allowing us to meet at her house on Tuesdays to catch up. She is quite kind. She is interesting however in general. She is a kind sweet lady, who listens to Metallica and megadeth. As well as Celtic and Comtemporary Christian music. I have lent her a few cds, and she has lent me quite a few more. She got me hooked on Metallica. I haven't listened to her Megadeth yet. I may or may not like it. I hear though that the Lead Singer has recently found Christ (HalleluJah and Amen)

I brought my Bible/Prayerbook to work today. It is actually quite comforting. I have had some decent time to read today. It is nice. I said a shorter prayer as part of my goal to pray more of the Office during Lent. I didn't figure I would be able to do the full morning/evening prayer here at work.

I have not been reading/contemplating the Scriptures as I should lately. And I find it refreshing.
The Teacher said I had a fairly good start to my speech. I thought I would have done worse. Have to have it done this week. Gonna flesh it out a bit, and clean up the outline etc. I am writing on Writer's Block because I could not come up with a topic. It was, let's say... inspired.

A tactic I actually learned from my studies of Writer's Block is to simply write away and not let myself over criticise. The reason I don't post much here is because I begin to write, but judge it too harshly and don't let it through.

From now on I am just going to let it flow, and see what happens. Hey, its just a blog.

General Ramblings of the Nut Who runs this blog

2007-02-18T06:19:00.000-08:00

What the heck did you expect, deep thought? Only when I am angry haha.

I've got two days to write a dumb speech, and I am COMPLETELY unprepared. I don't even know what to write about.

Stupid writers block. Got Nirvana on. Lika nirvana.

And Supertones, and Five Iron.

Um.... What should I write my stupid paper on.... I have no bloody clue.

OOOOOHHH

I got a new Windows Theme. Black and orange and shiney, looks neato...

eh, whatever.

The Great Commission Being disobeyed.

2006-12-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

Unfortunately, it seems in the modern Church (more so in the higher Churches) that evangelism has become less important. Just today I read in a popular Anglican Internet Forum, that one Poster found it "wrong to try to persuade people to another religion". They recommended it better to instead to just answer questions when asked.

This is tragic. Not only is Christ being directly disobeyed (The Great Commission), many souls are being damned because it is not politically correct to "persuade people" to faith in Christ.

May we pray for the Church that disobeys its Master.

Ah, tomorrow the Test.

2006-11-21T18:15:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow I take the two tests necessary to move on to taking calls at work. I am nervous yes, but confident. I feel I can pass them, thank God.

I will take it, then we get Thursday through Sunday off. Monday I will start Taking calls in the Learning Lab (monitored with trainers ready to help.) I have been told we will be earning regular wage then too.

I like the thought of being back to work. I will be actually able to do and buy things. HOORAH.

yeah.

Second day from work.

2006-11-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

about a quarter to noon. Picking more things up.....

Posting from work.

2006-11-13T09:35:00.000-08:00

Starte the Telecommunucations Job at Cox today. Training. Fun.

It has been quite a while since I wrote here.

2006-10-14T14:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know what the cumpulsion to Blog is. But I know I have it. Its not like anyone really wants to read my musings and thoughts on things. But I want them out there. I want to put forward my stupid and inane thoughts.

And really, sometimes, like now, I write just to write. I really have no reason for filling up space here, other than I want to. Ever have that weird compulsion? I mean, we all come up with excuses. In Middle School I wanted to start an "online newspaper" for some odd reason. I didn't have any expertise, or any way of getting topics together. But I wanted to write. Now I realize that that was the entire motivation, to write.

If only I could find subject to write on. I guess I can come up with something as I go. That is what I am doing now to be honest. I decided when I logged on, that I was simply going to write, until I was satisfied. Whatever pops in my head.

So far I have written junk about writing junk. But I feel I am getting something out there. I am getting thoughts down.

Oh, yeah. Today I took my midterm in my ethics class at Ohio U. That class is a blast, and I think I did great on the Test. The Teacher is great. He takes these concepts and makes them understandable. I can now discuss topics like Ethical Relativism, the Divine Command Theory and Act Utilitarianism. There are now only MORE yummy things to learn. I cannot wait to dive in.

I only hope next semester is just as fun.

And Oh yeah. I think I may have something to write about. ;)

The Quiz.

2006-09-26T11:20:00.000-07:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	John
Birthday:	July 16
Birthplace:	Columbus Ohio
Current Location:	Westerville Ohio
Eye Color:	Blue I think
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	Bout 5'9" or 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Righty
Your Heritage:	German/English
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Dunno what their called, I'm cheap.
Your Weakness:	Food
Your Fears:	Losing faith at the stakes of martyerdom
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pepperoni, Mushroom and light amount of sausage.... calorie free
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Buy my iPod Nano
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	eh
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I feel like going to sleep. I'm young with few responsibilities. Usually somewhere between Ten and Midnight
Your Most Missed Memory:	Lack of Responsibility
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke, has that great Burn. Pepsi's for wussis.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK
Single or Group Dates:	Oddly enough I've never dated. But would move from Group dates to Single dates the more I trusted her.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Neither. Both. Who cares.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Both.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	occasionally, unfortunately. It is a weakness of mine
Do you Sing:	eh, a little
Do you Shower Daily:	depends
Have you Been in Love:	Crushes. Not much more serious.
Do you want to go to College:	I am in College
Do you want to get Married:	A possibility.
Do you belive in yourself:	Depends on the situation. Yes in some ways, no in others.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Never have before, but I've never flown.
Do you think you are Attractive:	eh
Are you a Health Freak:	I'm on a diet, but not really a health freak.
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	I LOVE them.
Do you play an Instrument:	Guitar. Might pick up Bass.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	I don't know about the last month, but I do enjoy the Occasional Beer.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Never have.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Medications. Nothing illegal.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Not a "Mall" persay, but Shopping centers.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	Buzzed when I drank a beer to fast. But not "Drunk"
Ever been called a Tease:	No
Ever been Beaten up:	Been in fights, but not sure i've ever been "beaten up"
Ever Shoplifted:	When I was like three
How do you want to Die:	Peacefully, in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	whatever God leads me to.
What country would you most like to Visit:	England, for some strange reason
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	medium
Height:	don't care, but REALLY tall bothers me for some reason
Weight:	I'm fat, so I'd be hypocritical to judge for that reason
Best Clothing Style:	Comfortable.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None
Number of CDs I own:	60-100
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Interesting couple of days.

2006-09-13T16:27:00.000-07:00

Eh, just been running some errands. Picked up Madden 06, Arena Football, and Led Zeppelin 4. I got a library card from the local library. Great setup. Got an Enterprise DVD and hae fallen in love with the series.

Devoting my life to prayer.

2006-09-10T12:55:00.000-07:00

I have fought over theology in my head too long. I have hurt myself spiritually in doing so. I have abandoned a prayerful life for an intellectual one. I do not connect with my God the way I should.

I am devoting myself to pray more often. Both extemporaneously and Using aids such as the BCP and an Anglican Rosary I will be buying soon. When Stressed, I will pray. When at peace, I will Pray. When in Doubt, I will doubly pray.

I will pray just for the sake of prayer. My soul is dry of prayer. I must bring in the cooling water. I am a parched desert, I pray for Christ to give me the Healing Rain.

HalleluJah, HalleluJah, HalleluJah.

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost, as it was in the Beginning, is now, and will be forever. Amen.

A revelation

2006-09-10T12:53:00.000-07:00

I have wrangled for years with issues of ecclesiology and doctrines, and denominations. And have come to the conclusion I am sick of it all. I am tired of worrying if I am in the right church, or worshipping the right way.

I have come to the Conclusion, that I intend to follow Christ and His Gospel. And I believe that my Church, while not perfect, is the best, and most pure place to do so.

In my Parish (It is an ECUSA Church, but orthodox) We teach Christ Crucified. We Teach basic Christian Morality, we celebrate the Sacraments. And we add nothing to them.

No dogmatism. Christ is the dividing line. There is one dividing line, those who know Christ, and those who need Christ.

When the Sacrament is celebrated, it is made clear that ALL Christians who have proclaimed Christ and been baptized are welcome. You do not need to prove anything. Your word is taken as a dear Brother and sister of Christ.

And the Gospel is the Key.

Are you wrong on the ordination of women? You are still my Brother if you proclaim Christ's Gospel.

Are you wrong on issues of theology? You are still my Brother if you proclaim Christ's Gospel.

No litmus Test, save for the one that Matters. Jesus Christ, the Lord, Savior, God and Messiah of our Lives.

HALLELUJAH AND AMEN!

Today

2006-08-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

Today I went to OU and took some placement tests. I could not take the Reading Comprehension test due to the fact that the computers were constantly crashing on me during that portion. Fortunately, the Reading tests carry little weight.

We Tried to get my Oakmail account set up, but there was something wrong with the database. Hopefully we can get this worked out before I start my online class.

I need to do my Entrance Interview and sign my promissory note for Financial Aid.

When Financial Aid comes in, I'm going to pay for Car Insurance, and get driving. It is difficult only having one driver in the house.

Hola Senor Blog reader

2006-08-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

The last couple days, we've been working on getting me into OU. It looks like everything will work out and I'll be able to start fall quarter. I'll be working toward a degree in Communications. Communications applies to everything, so it is a wise choice for the undecided in life.

I have considered a career in religion. I have a huge interest in my faith, not only on a personal level, but on an academic level as well. I love to study different theologies, even those that conflictwith my own, and have found that through my study I often find new things about my faith I had never considered.

For example, I am now reconsidering my stance on the ordination of women. I do not doubt the Scripture, whatever Paul said is true. I am just considering the fact that I may have misunderstood the passages in question.

Pressure

2006-08-15T18:25:00.000-07:00

This week is going to be nice and pressure filled. Fun to know what you have to look forward to huh?

I am unprepared for my Humanities coursework, I'm about ready to drop my Philosophy, and I'm passing but going insane concerning my PC 101. So School is nuts.

All week, people have to be a million different places. So that's nuts.

And... Oh yeah, bunch of nutjob terrorists may just go nuts on the 22nd.....

YAY

Well, at least there's church on Sunday.

Nutjobs

2006-08-14T16:40:00.000-07:00

Getting a bit nervous. These loons from the midle east are getting closer and closer and closer to us. It may not be too long before they come at us full force. The President of Iran has threatened us with High oil prices, and is fighting for a nuke. We have a HUGE pro-Hesbollah movement in Michigan. Men have been arrested outside a walmart with a thousand odd cell phones.

England spoiled (or setback) a terror plot involving ten planes and liquid bombs. I have heard that the plan involved two waves, ten first, twelve the second time.

I know I already mentioned him, but the president of Iran is great at doublespeak. On one hand, he speaks of wiping Israel and the U.S. off the map, but plays up Mike Wallace, whining about how every modern nation should be concerned about having energy. They're floating on oil. They have enough energy.

I went to St. Matthew's Downtown for Church this morning.

2006-08-13T18:43:00.000-07:00

The service was beautiful.

It was semi contemporary. There was nothing unorthodox from what I could tell, and we got to wittness a baptism.

I feel drawn to this church, but I am not sure how I stand on the ordination of women. I am leaning toward it lately, but I am not sure.

The absurdity of Internet Message Boards

2006-08-13T18:32:00.000-07:00

Myspace.com has the most ridiculous conversations on their religious message board.

Take a peek

You have a fine variety of the usual religious message board poster archetypes.

1) The Ticked off atheist, who doesn't really care to prove anything, just anger as many ignorant theists as possible

2) The Twelve year old athiest who thinks he can make fools of the much older and better learned theists of the board.

3) The quasi neo Gnostic who loves to expound on "real" Christianity, you know, before Rome got ahold of it.

4) The non-Christian (of any persuasion) who boils Christianity down to closminded bigotry coupled with Illogical theology.

5) The "Da Vinci" knowitalls who think Dan Brown is a Historian.

Frustrating.

And there are several more types.

I also feel sorry for the poor sweet Christians, who truly love Christ, but are not sharpened for this type of thing. Sometimes they get in over their heads, and get ripped apart by the sharks.

Sad.

It also frustrates me, that there are so many trolls, it is difficult to have a real conversation.

Oh crap

2006-08-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

The Brittish government thwarted a terrorist attack.

Pray.

haha

2006-08-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

You Are Homer Simpson

You're just an ordinary, all-American working Joe...

With a special fondness for pork rinds and donuts.

You will be remembered for: your little "isms" and philosophies on life

Your life philosophy: "Weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel."

The Simpsons Personality Test

Another one

2006-08-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

You Are 48% Open Minded

You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.
You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...
But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.
You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.

How Open Minded Are You?

thought so

2006-08-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.
Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..
Your convictions are strong and unwavering.
You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Had to send my computer in for repairs.

2006-08-03T17:29:00.000-07:00

They have absolutely no clue what is wrong with it. The theory is that it is a problem with the new Ram I had installed. They have sent it in for repairs, and it should take over a week. But with our experience, it may take longer.

So I am kinda stuck to the Desktop for a while. I hope my baby comes out okay!

Lol

Been playing a lot of Mario Kart DS on my free time.

I was crashing for my midterm earlier today. Gotta get back on it tomorrow. Gonna take the test saturday. Prayers please. I am not exactly prepared for this one.

I believe

2006-07-29T17:46:00.000-07:00

I believe in God the Father Almighty, Maker of Heaven and Earth.
And In Jesus Christ, His only Son, Our Lord, who was conceived of the Holy Ghost, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was Crucified, died and Was Buried.
He Descended into Hell.
And on the Third Day, He Rose from the Grave according to the Scriptures. He ascended into Heaven, from thence He shall come to Judge the Living and the Dead.
I believe in the Holy Ghost, the Holy Catholic Church, the communion of Saints, the forgiveness of Sins, and the resurrection of the Body, and the Life in the World to Come.

Amen.

--
In Christ, the Living God,

John ><>

We might be getting the car fixed tomorrow.

2006-07-27T16:53:00.000-07:00

My uncle might be coming over tomorrow.. or I think Saturday? to fix the car.

The Brakes in the car went bad.

2006-07-26T16:19:00.000-07:00

So now we have to give up the route, and wait a month or so and get a new car/get this car fixed. It is kind of odd, getting used to not having to go to bed really early lol.

I don't know what to do with myself.

My stupid S key sticks a little bit. It gets irritating. All the keys on my computer work very smoothly, except the one underneath my left ring finger. Drives me nuts.

Bought the Jim Gaffigan CD. That is on funny album.

As I have posted already, some of the pressure is off concerning school. Both of those tests that were freaking me out are already taken. Don't know what the grade on the second one is yet.

Sitting here typing this, surfing the net, and watching baseball.

My Firefox was acting up, but tech support told me how to fix it. Great stuff.

I've got Heart Shaped Box running through my head.

Some Stress Belief.

2006-07-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

I took one of the tests early today. Whoo. Got a decent score on it.

Going to study a bit more and take my PHilosophy quiz tomorrow. Logic is interesting, but draining. Played a videogame for the first time in days.

God is Good.

Praise Adonai.

It gets worse....

2006-07-24T17:35:00.000-07:00

I lost my Humanities book.

School is crushing my lungs.

2006-07-24T15:45:00.000-07:00

My procrastination has caught up with me. I have two tests due wednesday, neither of which I have studied for. I am sitting here with no motivation. I hate shool.

Must study stupid things.......

Sitting here...

2006-07-15T19:00:00.000-07:00

At a few minutes till ten, getting ready for bed, so I can get up at midnight, and do the papers. Not as bad as it sounds. But Sunday's are our worst days. Fortunately we also get paid more per paper.

Financial aid came in, I'll be buying Microsoft Office, a virus scan, some memory (Ram) and a warranty for my new Laptop.

However, my first and second purchases with it were Pizza, and Tony Hawk's Underground 2. (Funness indeed)

Great balls of wonderfullness.

Oh yeah, we will hopefully be attending St. Mark's tomorrow.

--
In Christ, the Living God,

John ><>

Update.

2006-07-15T13:07:00.000-07:00

I have been working on school. Bought a computer.

--
In Christ, the Living God,

John ><>

Loving Considerate Liberals.

2006-07-02T17:16:00.000-07:00

I absolutely love the sterotype of the Loving, Considerate Liberal, who loves and cares for everyone, regardless of their race, gender orientation.... or creed. (Unless of course that Creed is conservative).

I have gone through a bout of sinful anger and depression due to the "Loving" liberals on a particular message board calling me Mysogenist, Xenophobic, Homophobic, and an Oppressor.

I just happen to peek at the board set aside for liberals on the website in question, and see several threads bashing and tearing down
"fundementalists" (a term they inaccurately use to describe all Conservatives, wheter fundy or not) for their "Judgementalism".

The whole thing reminds me of the pharisee at the Temple.

To Paraphrase.... "Thank you Lord that I was not born Judgemental like those Cruel Bigoted Conservatives"

I have been deeply hurt. And I am frustrated more than I can ever remember.

In Christ, the Living God,

John ><>

Didn't go to Joe's Party today.

2006-06-25T13:53:00.000-07:00

I was going to go to my friend's Graduation party today, but everyone
was tired from the paper delivery today. We all came home and fell asleep.

ECUSA elects woman to Position of Presiding Bishop.

2006-06-19T18:40:00.000-07:00

Well, they have shown the World they don't plan on Repenting.

I wonder how quickly we will be showing higher numbers in the REC and Continuing Groups.

Doors wide open Brothers and Sisters, Breathe the Fresh air.

--
In Christ, the Living God,

John ><>

Sunday Paper Delivery is crazy.

2006-06-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

Moday through thursday, delivering a Paper is not that hard. The major difficulty is being up at 1:30 Am. But Coffee fixes that Problem.

However, Sunday is Killer. We have hudreds of papers (Wheras on weekdays we have a little over 100) to stuff bag and deliver by 8:00. We end up starting the day at 11:30 PM Saturday. It is 10:49, I have been up since around 11:45. I will probably crash here soon.

But, I must admit, I actually enjoy it on weekdays. We pay for it on Sunday.

Pray about the General Convention.

2006-06-14T18:45:00.000-07:00

The Episcopal Church is now making decisions that will decide the future
of the Anglican Communion. While I am not a member of the AC, but am a
part of the Reformed Episcopal Church, I still pray that they do the
Right thing.

ECUSA needs to repent, or Ecusa will be abandoned by orthodox Anglicans.

I just registered for classes today

2006-06-13T17:56:00.000-07:00

I know that it is late, but I finally registered for classes today.

I am taking Basic composition, Intro to HTML, Pop Culture, and PC
applications.

Whoo.

Cry me a River.

2006-06-12T17:06:00.000-07:00

*Sorry. Won't buy the junk. I believe homosexuals are people deserving
of respect. I believe Christ died for them. I believe that many are
sincere in their faith and simply confused.

BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW A BUNCH OF RENEGADES CHANGE THE FAITH HANDED DOWN
FOR 2000 YEARS IN THE SCRIPTURES AND TRADITION OF THE CHURCH!

From http://www.usatoday.com/news/religion/2006-06-12-god-gays-cover_x.htm

*
By Cathy Lynn Grossman, USA TODAY
Every Sunday there's an intense struggle in the souls of some believers
as one religious denomination after another battles over the rights and
roles of homosexuals.

Gay or not, progressive or traditional, those who disagree with their
denomination's stance wonder:

Should they leave their church?

Has their church left them?

Is this any place to find God at all?

The questions are as fresh as the headlines: lesbian Methodist pastors
defrocked, or conservative Episcopalians distraught over a gay bishop.

And they're as old as Christianity itself. Early fathers of the church
ruled on which teachings were heresy and which were "true."

"Denominations have fractured since Day One. The very word 'denominated'
means divided," says Boston University sociologist Nancy Ammerman.

This week the national governing bodies of two mainline Protestant
denominations, the Episcopal Church USA and the Presbyterian Church
(USA), debate their views on gay clergy and same-sex unions, and whether
the denominational rulings or local churches should have the final say.

But while leaders argue, ordinary people soldier on.

Many, gay or straight, seek a community of souls that welcomes them and
shares their sense of the scriptures and the sacred.

It may mean staying in their church of a lifetime, finding ways to
accept — or overlook — teachings or practices with which they disagree.
Or decamping for a church more fitting to their current faith. Or
walking away from any church to pursue a personal spirituality.

• Boston architect Jim Cullion, 52, is halfway out the door of Trinity
Church because, he says, the historic Episcopal church didn't take a
stand for gay men such as him during Massachusetts' same-sex marriage
battles. "A lot of Sunday mornings now, I just walk in the arboretum and
reflect. ... I'm very hurt. I'm very sad."

• The Rev. Barbara Brown Taylor, 55, not only left the Episcopal
priesthood but also wrote a book called /Leaving Church/ on why she
hardly attends. One reason: In religious disputes, "human beings never
behave more badly toward one another than when they believe they are
protecting God," she says.

• The Rev. Jo Gayle Hudson, 52, had no choice but to switch. Once a
Methodist deacon, she was outed as a lesbian and booted from her post
just days before she was to be ordained as an elder. Now, she's a United
Church of Christ pastor, rejoicing in the Dallas pulpit of the Cathedral
of Hope, the nation's largest gay church.

• Brian Flanagan, 28, a cradle Catholic, openly gay and studying to be a
theologian, says not even an unbroken line of rulings from the Vatican
can drive him from this church. "What's central to me is how this church
talks about Christ, about God," he says.

There it is, the three-letter word that makes all the difference.

Not S-E-X or G-A-Y but G-O-D.

"Gay Catholics, like women who don't like the church's stance on
ordination, tend to place those things on a lower level of authority
than the church's teachings on fundamentals such as the resurrection and
the Eucharist," says the Rev. James Martin, a Jesuit priest and author
of /My Life with the Saint/s.

They want to stay with the family, the songs and prayers of a lifetime,
because it's a familiar road to the divine, because they have hope for
change, even if it's not in their own lifetime.

"They say to themselves, 'I accept the most important part — the creed —
and the other things I will strive to change and hope they will change.'
It's like being a proud American but disagreeing on foreign policy,"
Martin says.

Still, about 16% of Americans say they have changed their religious
identity during their lifetime, according to the 2001 American Religious
Identification Survey. They may have switched denominations when they
married or moved or just because they didn't like the music or a new
preacher, Ammerman says.

"The openness of American culture encourages people to feel they needn't
stick where they were brought up. They can try something new if they are
dissatisfied," she says.

"They can leave the farm, and they can leave the faith."

Most of the growing denominations and non-denominational community
"Bible churches" in that 2001 survey were theologically conservative
denominations with no openly gay clergy or no same-sex unions blessed.

When the Rev. Mark Coppenger, a Southern Baptist, started a new
conservative Evangelical church in Evanston, Ill., in the heart of
Chicago's liberal North Shore, he soon found students switching in from
liberal Protestant churches "where they didn't find what they later came
to cherish in biblical teaching and preaching," he says.

Doctrine does play a role in the ways religion reflects and shapes
society and culture, experts say.

"Whether it's the 1840s and slavery, the 1960s and '70s and women or the
1990s and 2000s on homosexuality, what is on people's minds in their
communities will show up in their churches," Ammerman says.

Once, black people, women and homosexuals were viewed the same way by
the leading theologians of the times: "They were all cursed by God in
Scripture, inferior in moral character and willfully sinful and
deserving punishment," says the Rev. Jack Rogers, former head of the
Presbyterian Church (USA) and author of a new book, /J//esus, the Bible
and Homosexuality/.

Eventually, most churches found a biblical basis for changing their
stance on race and gender but not on homosexuality.

The largest U.S. denominations — Roman Catholics, Southern Baptists, the
Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) and Lutherans in
the Missouri Synod — clearly proclaim that homosexual behavior is a sin.

They don't allow a different theological direction, however welcoming
individual congregations may be. Change is not on their agendas.

Ammerman forecasts it could take another generation before mainline
Protestant groups set a clear direction.

Last summer, the United Methodist Church voted down all proposals to
liberalize its views on homosexuality, including a motion to acknowledge
that "faithful Christians hold differing opinions," but the issue is
sure to return to the 2008 agenda.

And the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America began a four-year process
of examining its views on ordaining gay clergy and blessings for
same-sex unions.

Rogers wonders whether churches can afford the wait, particularly when
some, such as the Presbyterian and Episcopal churches, are losing
members at a rate of 40,000 a year, he says.

"Young adults today can't understand what the fuss is all about. Their
lives are color-blind. They have gay friends and straight friends. They
have good values, but they don't stay with the church," he says.

"The gay rights battle isn't the main reason, but it's one of them. They
don't see in their church a lens to see the world."

And people of all ages "are really tired of all this (fighting)," Rogers
says.

"Most people just want to get on with thinking about Jesus."

Posted 6/12/2006 5:15 PM ET

A sick response to Al-Zarqawi's death. (Further thought on earlier post)

2006-06-09T17:48:00.000-07:00

I am glad we got the guy. He was dangerous, and he is no longer so. It
is an unfortunate necessity that we kill men in war.

However, I am appalled at some of the responses I have heard on talk Radio.

Rush Limbaugh said he hoped Zarqawi suffered and begged for help. He
said he hoped he felt immense pain, and that the U.S. Army would drag
its feet in getting him medical help.

Glenn Beck joked about handing out cake in celebration.

Yes, I consider myself a Conservative, and for the most part enjoy these
shows. However I am foremost a Christian, and I am saddened by the fact
that this man is most likely in Hell. We are celebrating a wasted life?

Beck especially. While I do not consider him an orthodox Christian (he
is Mormon) he claims the name of Christ.

Al-Zarquawi dead.

2006-06-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

Last night, or early this morning, the army killed Al-Zarqawi. I support
his killing as a matter of security. We needed to kill him. But I mourn
as this man is probably in hell right now.

Sorry about the funny looking posts.

2006-06-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

I post via Email, and when I attempt to put something in a "quote"
notation, it does not quite Translate well from the email.

I will find a better way to indicate quotations.

Disruption at a Catholic mass.

2006-06-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

>
>
> More than 50 gay rights activists wearing rainbow-colored sashes were
> denied Holy Communion at a Pentecost service yesterday at the Roman
> Catholic Cathedral in St. Paul, Minn., parishioners and church
> officials said.
>

Oh great, here we go......
>
> In an act that some witnesses called a "sacrilege" and others called a
> sign of "solidarity," a man who was not wearing a sash received a
> Communion wafer from a priest, broke it into pieces and handed it to
> some of the sash wearers, who consumed it on the spot.
>
I can find no appropriate words to express my rage.

Let's just say Sacrilege is a soft word for what happened.
>
> Ushers threatened to call the police, and a church employee burst into
> tears when the unidentified man re-distributed the consecrated wafer,
> which Catholics consider the body of Christ. But the Mass was not
> interrupted, and the incident ended peacefully, said Dennis McGrath, a
> spokesman for the Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis.
>
Violence had already been done by this point.

> "It was confrontational, but we decided not to try to arrest the guy,"
> he said.
> The dramatic episode capped several years of increasing acrimony over
> the Rainbow Sash Movement, an effort by gay Catholics to counter what
> they view as homophobia in the church.
>
The Roman Catholic Church was standing up for the orthodox and
traditional Christian doctrine.

> Beginning in 1997 in England, some Catholics have worn the sashes over
> their left shoulder to Mass each year on Pentecost, the day on which
> the New Testament says the Holy Spirit descended on Jesus's disciples.
> Because the holiday is a celebration of God's gifts, "we think it is
> an appropriate time to celebrate the gift of our sexuality," said
> Brian McNeill, a rainbow-sash organizer in Minneapolis.
>
The gift of sex has been perverted.
>
> For a few years, sash-wearers were allowed to receive Communion in
> some U.S. cities, including Chicago, San Francisco, Seattle, Los
> Angeles, Minneapolis-St. Paul and Rochester, N.Y. But since 2004, most
> U.S. bishops have cracked down on the movement.
>
> Last year, Cardinal Francis Arinze, head of the Vatican department in
> charge of worship, wrote a letter to Archbishop Harry J. Flynn of St.
> Paul, stating that the rainbow sash is a sign of protest against the
> church's teachings on sexuality and that the Mass is not an
> appropriate forum for protests.
>
HalleluJah!
>
> The movement's leaders insist that wearing the sash is not an act of
> protest.
>
Let me wear a leather jacket to a PETA meeting and lets see if it is
taken as a protest.

> "When Archbishop Flynn and Cardinal Arinze say it's a protest, I say,
> 'But you guys aren't the ones wearing it -- we are, and we see it as a
> celebration,' " McNeill said. "The premise of the sash is that gay
> people are part of the Catholic community, part of the people of God.
> We are there proudly celebrating Mass."
> The number of those wearing rainbow sashes has never been large, and
> it appears to be declining. The largest single gathering was last year
> in St. Paul, where about 125 people were turned away from Communion.
> In most cities, there have been only a few wearing sashes.
>
> None were reported yesterday in the Archdiocese of Washington, which
> has a policy of denying Communion to anyone wearing a visible sign of
> protest.
>

Reading the Da Vinci Code.

2006-06-04T19:48:00.000-07:00

_/*WARNING: SPOILERS BELOW

*/_

Sad. The book can be torn down by a 20 minute Google search, yet people
have lost faith over this.

I mean, I like the story. It is a thrilling mystery novel. I like the
characters, I like the plot, and the pacing gets your heart beating. I
am about 3/4th of the way through it and I can't wait to see how they
get out away from the French Police. I would also like to see what those
letters in Sophie's drawer have to say.

But the supposed history is just plain stupid.

A prime example would be the assertion that the Dead Sea Scrolls and the
Nag Hammadi documents were the earliest Christian Documents. This is
ridiculous as the Gnostic Gospels are Significantly younger than the
Canonical Gospels, and The Dead Sea Scrolls were buried by a Jewish
Sect, and only contained Old Testament Works.

The Canonical Gospels were all written before 100 A. D. Wheras the
Gnostic Gospels are much younger.

Also, the picture the Gnostics paint of Christ are fantastic. The book
claims that orthodox Christianity downplays Christ's Humanity. However
it is the Gnostic Gospels which portray him as a non-physical spirit. I
also don't remember the canonical orthodox Gospels mentioning a Talking
Cross.

/*
> (38) Then, seeing this, these soldiers woke up the centurions and
> elders, for they themselves were all there to keep watch. (39) And
> while they were describing what they had seen, again they saw three
> men coming out from the tomb, two supporting the other and a cross
> following them. (40) The heads of the two reached up to the heavens
> and the head of the one they were leading by the hand went beyond the
> heavens. (41) And they heard a voice from heaven saying, "Did you
> preach to those who sleep?"
> (42) Obediently, there was heard from the cross, "Yes."
*/

Another contradiction to the theme of the "Sacred Feminine being
destroyed by the Church" is this little ditty from the "Gospel" of Thomas.

/*
> /*For every woman who makes herself male will enter into the kingdom
> of heaven. - Thomas 114*/

*/
Wow.

The Gospel is not about the Reformation of Society, but about the Salvation ofthe Soul.

2006-06-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

It is common in many circles to talk about "The Gospel" as an act of
Social Reform. "Isn't Christianity about Putting others before yourself"
or "Isn't the Gospel about loving each other and God?".

While both of these concepts are very important, and Scriptural, neither
of these are the Gospel.

The Gospel is the Death of Christ in Calvary for the Salvation of our
Souls from a very real destruction. The Martyrs of the early Church did
not die for the teachings of Christ concerning Goodwill and Charity, but
for the belief that He was the Son of God, sent to the Earth to Redeem
Mankind from His Sin, and that He rose from the Dead proving His Victory
over death.

Paul writes in First Corinthians 15:

1Now I make known to you, brethren, the gospel which I preached to you,
which also you received, in which also you stand,

2by which also you are saved, if you hold fast the word which I
preached to you, unless you believed in vain.

3For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received,
that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures,

4and that He was buried, and that He was raised on the third day
according to the Scriptures,

5and that He appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve.

6After that He appeared to more than five hundred brethren at one time,
most of whom remain until now, but some have fallen asleep;

7then He appeared to James, then to all the apostles;

8and last of all, as to one untimely born, ^ He appeared to me also.

SOOO EXTREMELY HOT!!!!

2006-05-30T12:48:00.000-07:00

It is burning up around here. We are in the low nineties and I just
cannot stand to move!

Ahhh!!!!!

Designer Babies.

2006-05-29T18:24:00.000-07:00

Apparently its okay to kill an innocent child because he or she is not
quite "perfect".

Our world is going to hell in a handbasket.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/news/news.html?in_article_id=388114&in_page_id=1770&ct=5#StartComments

Personal Blog Entry

2006-05-27T19:22:00.000-07:00

Yup, nothing exciting. Just me talking about my life.

I am turning in an application tomorrow to Pizza Hut. I would be taking
orders and typing them into a computer. Decent looking opportunity. I am
currently jobless.

I am probably going to start College this summer. I plan to take out
loans and get a car and a Notebook. Around here those are necessities,
not toys.

Name Calling.

2006-05-25T10:50:00.000-07:00

On an Anglican forum I frequent, there is a debate on the "ordination"
of women to the priesthood. And after explaining our position from both
the Scriptures and the Teachings of the Christian Church throughout the
ages, those in favor of female ordination have started calling us Sexist.

I have also noticed this type of thing in the political realm as well.
On the current debate on illegal aliens, conservatives are often labeled
as "racist nativists".

I am neither a sexist nor a racist nativist.

1) I believe that Women can hold any secular position she desires.
However I believe there is one realm where women are at all limited. It
is clear in Scripture, that in the Church, women are not to be in
authority over men. I do not view women as inferior but simply different.

2) I am not a racist. Anyone who comes to our country through legal
means is welcome regardless of race. I simply do not support a porous
border for Terrorists to walk across. I also do not like the drain
illegals put on our economic system. I say again, if you get in line and
prove who you are, and prove you can contribute to our contry. Welcome in.

Name Calling is Silly.

Dixie Chicks Discussion on Ed Shultz

2006-05-23T12:38:00.000-07:00

I intentionally have started to listen to both Conservative and Liberal
Radio. I want to be able to say that my conservatism is one of
intelligence. I want to hear what people who disagree with me have to
say before I pass judgement on them.

I am Listening to Ed Shultz on Air America Radio. He is talking about
the Dixie Chicks taking back their Apology. Here are two things he has
said to this point.

1) That they were brave in doing so.

2) That they as Americans have the Right to say what they want. And that
it is foolish for people to boycott them, and spineless for radio
stations to refuse to play them

Here is my response.

1) It isn't brave. I say what I think all the time, even when I disagree
with the President. What is the Big deal? There is no Big Brother Bush,
and I am not afraid. I say what I think. And they are free to do so as well.

2) Yes, as Americans, they have the right to say what they will.
Absolutely. As a Conservative, the freedom of expression is one of the
rights I hold dear. However, I also support the freedom of expression of
those that boycott the Dixie Chicks as well. The Radio Stations can play
them if they want, or refuse to play them if they want. Freedom goes
both ways.

They can say what they say, and we can protest them. Welcome to America
Mr. Shultz.

Star Trek and Christianity

2006-05-20T13:54:00.000-07:00

Does anyone else notice that in Star Trek, Christianity (and any
Religion for that matter) are looked at as old fables, or Mythology?

Christianity is demoted to the status of the Ancient Greek and Roman
Religions.

That 70's Show

2006-05-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

Last night, a major part of my youth ended.

I know That 70's Show was just TV. But it was a major part of what I
will remember when I think back to my youth.

I actually had an emotional response watching the last show. At the end,
you had the five original friends, sitting in the basement, minus the
annoying replacement. Eric and Donna are back together.Michael is an
idiot, not a 40 year old dating, monster truck driving Punk. Hyde is
going on about the car that runs on water.

Ah. I know it will run in syndication, but I will miss it.

Disgusting

2006-05-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

Just click the link.

http://www.episcopalbookstore.org/wc.dll?main~di~&vt=71883&idx=1SZ16RUNQ&idc=1&idi=I18670&ids=&idd=&pn=1

Update

2006-05-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

I obviously haven't updated my blog for a few days. I think I should for
fear of neglecting it as I did with my old one.

Nope, no political or Religious topics today. Just a stupid personal entry.

We got the new computer today. The DVDRW drive was messing up, we
brought it in for them to fix, and after two weeks of waiting for a
part, they allowed us to just trade in for the same model.

So far the Drive is working.

Listening to Underoath's "The Changing of Time". I love this Album.

The Sun Still Sleeps.

My Dog's ears are hurting him. Poor guy. I gave him some Epi-Otic and
some Benadryl
.
He's already feeling better.

Fox just broadcast a nice piece of Bile.

2006-05-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

I am a huge Simpsons fan. I have watched that show for almost as long as I can remember.

But I am frustrated by tonights episode.

In a nutshell, (I want to go to bed) Seven day Creationist Christians are painted as closeminded idiots who manipulate the court system to help them cope with their sense of denial. I am not a seven day creationist, yet I have much respect for my brothers and sisters who hold to their view based on both Scripture and Scientific findings.

At the end they put forward a nice speech by Lisa to cover up their obvious bias. In short she commented that she respected Flanders' Beliefs and could see that he held them very strongly.

In other words, It's okay to be an idiot.

Simpsons used to be fairly neutral politically and Religiously. However with this episode and a similar one concerning Gay marriage, they can no longer claim this.

I will continue to watch Simpsons, but not as happily as I used to.

Hey all.

2006-05-10T12:07:00.000-07:00

Here's a question. Feel free to leave comments, I'll discuss it with you in the comments section.

What justifies war? What makes a war not sinful?

There is no God but YHWH

2006-05-08T12:31:00.000-07:00

There is no God but YHWH, and Christ Jesus is His Son, Messiah and Prophet.

"Allah" of Islam is no God, and Mohammed is no Prophet.

I am a Christian, and I despise Islam.

Playstation 2

2006-05-05T16:27:00.000-07:00

I just pulled out the PS2 for the first time in a few weeks. I played a
bit of Metal Gear Solid 2, Star Wars Episode 3, some PS1 games and a
game of Rugby. Wonderful System.

I am hooked on Gran Turismo 3. Yes, admittedly I am behind the times,
but a good game is a good game.

Yes. As I told you my blog is schizophrenic. It is my blog, and I want
it to be freeform.

Enjoy!

Kennedy

2006-05-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

I am not going to jump on the bandwagon that it seems every single
conservative Commentator wants to ride home.

I have no reason to believe that Mr. Kennedy is lying when he says he
was on a sleep aid. I have personally seen the effects of Heavy
medication. I know what these drugs are capable of doing.

It is not out of reason to state that a man who was on two heavy drugs
got confused and disoriented.

Conservatives are quick to call Liberals sharks who jump at blood in the
water (which sometimes they are), yet they are doing the same.

Grow up. This has no bearing on politics short of a dumb cartoon that
will probably be found in the next Newsweek.

An Interesting Article written by an Online Acquaintance

2006-05-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

Simon_Templar of Christian Forums and The Fellowship of St. Michael's, makes a few good points.

His Blog is here.

After living in the culture of America today I've become some what innocuated to the various view points that we would generally refer to as "liberal". I see them so often that they, through being common place, have lost any sense of extraordinariness, or unusualness.
However, there are moments when I read something, or here someone talking and it suddenly strikes me that what they are saying.. and the thought process behind it are truly extraordinary in both the realm of 'common sense' and in the realm of history.

This is particularly true when it comes to discussions on the ongoing issues of conflict with Islam. We are in a situation in which a group of people have violently attacked us and our allies. Although 9/11 sticks out as the pivotal moment to us, the truth is that muslim terrorists have been perpetrating such attacks for decades.
The response of many people in our society to this is to go out of their way to sanitize and protect Islam. Has there ever been any time in history, in any culture, when such a thing has happened?
When faced with an enemy intent on your destruction and death, people respond by doing everything in their power to ignore the aggressive actions of the enemy and instead demand that their enemy be viewed as peaceful and tolerant.

It is truly incredible in the purest sense of the word... it would not be believable if it were not happening right in front of my eyes.

There is a universal truth that no person or group of people is so totally and completely evil as to have no human or 'good' qualities.. and likewise true that no person and especially no group so good that they have no vices or sins.
I remember one day when I was watching the history channel and they were airing one of their many specials on hitler and the nazi's. In one section they showed home video of hitler at his mountain retreat. He was affectionate with Eva Braun, and playing with his dogs... if you saw only that, for all the world, you would have thought he was a nice, likeable fellow.

This truth is in some ways a great benefit because it can allow us to look with christian charity upon the worst of men... but it can also be a curse because it often causes us to call evil good, because we can't abide that someone we find likeable could be evil.

So when I see, in conversation, Christians who demand that Islam is peaceful, and tolerant, while at the same time decrying Christianity for its abuses in medieval spain, I know how they can accomplish such a total reversal. If it were merely propaganda by someone who knows better, that would be one thing, but what I can not understand is how they can be so blind as to actually believe it.

Sure, the church had its abuses, the inquisition most readily comes to mind.. but for more than a thousand years the church actively taught against violence, and actively sought to end war and violence in europe using the full weight of their power to restrain the warlike nature of men not long removed from their barbarian ancestry.
Yes Islam has had teachers who were non violent, and one sect that was devoted to peace, but for more than a thousand years the religion as a whole has taught advancement through war. So completely dominant was this philosophy, and such and integral part of the religion was war with infidels that for most of Islam's history it was considered a SIN to make peace with an infidel unless advantage required it, and every peace made with infidels was by definition considered a temporary truce until war became advantagous again.

Yet today CHRISTIANS will ignore the 1500 years of antiwar/non violence teaching and work done by the church and focus only on the failures of the inquisition

AND at the same time, ignore the 1000 year's of war and violence by Islam and focus only on the few token statements about peace that Islam can offer

This is the kind of thing I expect from anti-christian bigots and those who are actively out to destroy christianity.. but christians?? How can they possibly be so blind?

Christians today will ignore the fact that Muslims the world over are KILLING with joy and pleasure our christian brothers.... and march in solidarity with muslims to protest the insensitivity of a cartoon.

This is insane. To my knowledge an occurance like this, on this scale, is unique in history.

I know that one of the major causes of this is the fact that people have been indoctrinated with an anti-western (and thus anti-christian since the west was founded upon christianity) view point. The contradictions present in the liberal view point on these issues are so huge as to be laughable... if the consequences weren't so dire.

The liberals, champions of freedom and tolerance, champions of women's rights because they have been indoctrinated to hate the truths of christianity (even when they are christians) will go out of their way to support religions that denegrate women, and cultures that deprive women of even their most basic human rights, but they turn on christianity, the one religion that gave women freedom and equal value as antiquated and anti-woman.
They stand up for religions that are founded on social castes(hinduism) and on the most extreme form of religious intolerance, outlawing conversion and even going so far as to execute people for it (Islam, and hinduism). Yet they attack christianity because it is so intolerant as to think that some beliefs and practices are wrong, and that people sin.
They are champions of 'the people' yet they support cultures and religions that are totaly autocratic (virtually every muslim country is a despotism). Again, they attack christianity, the one religion that gave birth to the concept and the realization of a free society.

The great irony of the terms "liberal" and "conservative" rest in the fact that they are entirely relative to the cultural context. Liberal favors change of the cultural norms "freedom" from the cultural values.. while conservatism strives to preserve the cultural norms and values.

Consider then what liberal really means in the context of a free, good, society. A society founded upon the idea that everyone has the right to live their own life and believe what they want so long as they don't infringe on others.
Our cultural values and norms are freedom, individual rights, the rule of law, logical and reasonable thought. So by deffinition, liberals in our society are people who want to be free from freedom, individual rights, the rule of law, and logical and reasonable thought.

They are succeeding

The New Black Panthers are nothing but Racist Punks.

2006-05-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

I listened to Sean Hannity yesterday. He interviewed a member of the New Black Panther Party. He made the Comment along the lines of "White men have been raping black women for years". He provided no evidence of his conviction that the Duke Students raped the woman. He also claimed that this is an issue of Privilaged white boys assaulting a poor black woman, again assuming Guilt with no evidence.

I don't care about the color of anyone involved in this. If they raped her, they should go to jail. If they did not rape her, they should not.

Fair Application of the Law.

And now, my thoughts on the ABC not attending GC in COH

2006-05-02T17:52:00.000-07:00

(I tried to fit as many acronyms as I could in that title.)

Let's see.

1) The Biggest Crisis in the Anglican world concerns the ECUSA's action to ordain a homosexual Bishop (Amongst other things).

2) The Body involved in this unilateral action (Liberals love that word, I thought I'd use it against them) are having a conference where this issue will be discussed and debated.

3) The Good Dr. Williams believes he has more important issues to attend to.

Wussy.

The Archbishop of Canturbury will not be attending the General Convention.

2006-05-02T17:50:00.000-07:00

Archbishop Williams Won't Attend General Convention
5/2/2006

The Archbishop of Canterbury, the Most Rev. Rowan Williams, has declined an invitation to attend the 75th General Convention in Columbus, Ohio, next month, citing pre-existing obligations.

The Presiding Bishop, the Most Rev. Frank T. Griswold, and the Archbishop of Canterbury “did talk about this some time ago and it is not possible on the Archbishop's mid-June calendar,” an aide to Bishop Griswold told The Living Church.

Sources at Lambeth Palace note the absence of the Archbishop of Canterbury is not intended as a snub to the Episcopal Church, but arises from the scheduling of a “series of consultations” designed to keep the Anglican Communion from falling into “schism.”

On April 24 Archbishop Williams met with the Archbishop of York and the bishops of Bristol, Durham, Exeter, Manchester, Norwich and Winchester, along with leadership from the Church Mission Society, the United Society for the Propagation of the Gospel, the Anglican Consultative Council, and Anglican Mainstream at Lambeth Palace to discuss the Church of England’s options given different potential outcomes of the June 13-21 General Convention.

During the previous week, Archbishop Williams met with the Presiding Bishop at Lambeth Palace to discuss the situation within the Episcopal Church. After the meeting, Bishop Griswold told the Guardian it was important to keep channels of communication open with the leader of the Anglican Communion.

“We both live under stresses and strains, and it is important not to have second-hand communication, to meet face-to-face," Bishop Griswold said. "It enables me to hear his concerns and he can hear some from me.”

Archbishop Williams’ absence from Columbus will be the first time the Archbishop of Canterbury has not visited General Convention during a Presiding Bishop’s tenure since the 1950s. In 1997, Archbishop George Carey attended the 72nd General Convention in Philadelphia at which Bishop Griswold was elected Presiding Bishop while Archbishop Robert Runcie was the guest of the 1985 General Convention in Anaheim, Calif., where Presiding Bishop Edmund Browning was elected.

(The Rev.) George Conger

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From http://www.livingchurch.org/publishertlc/printarticle.asp?ID=1957

The Immigration marches.

2006-05-01T17:05:00.000-07:00

I'm not scared. I did not change my mind.

Illegal immigrants still have no right to defy the laws of a sovereign nation. They tell us that they simply want to come here and be law abiding citizens. However, I would like to comment that they are already lawbreakers by being here. They have only proved that they will only obey our laws as far as they suit them.

Crazy.

Legals, come please be part of our society. Welcome to our great nation.

Illegals, you have only proven yourselves to be law-deriding criminals.

Potential immigrants, please come, but do so through the proper channels. It will be better for both of us.

An unimportant personal blog entry.

2006-04-30T16:19:00.000-07:00

Today we went up to Jim's house. We did like usual.

He and dad remembered stories from their youth and discussed family stories.

Then we debated a few things quite loudly. Then we left.

It was fun. He should be back in June.

My September 11th Story.

2006-04-29T18:55:00.000-07:00

September 11th 2001 was a day that none of us should ever forget. The Price of freedom is indeed eternal vigilance. While all of this has boiled down to political sqwabbling amongst the politicians, some of us prefer to remember that day for what it was, the day America was forced to wake up. I write this as much to tell my small part of this story, as much as to write it down in case I should forget the details.

I was in my eighth Grade English teacher's, Mrs. Grahm's, class during first period. I forget what we were doing at the time, but I remember when the new principle of the school walked into the class and whispered to Mrs. Grahm what had happened. As I sat close to where they were standing at the time (and since I am a nosy person) I overheard her say "Somebody has hit the Pentagon and the World Trade Center." (At this time Flight 93 had not hit the ground.) I remember being more specifically afraid of the fact that they hit the Pentagon as opposed to the Trade Center. As I did not know at the time that it was an Airplane flown by terrorists, I assumed in my naieveity that this was an attack by a foreign nation involving more conventional weapons. A kid asked me as we walked down the halls what was going on. I responded "We just went to War". I might have said more, but I don't remember.

A short time later we were brought to an assembly. As the whole day was a blur, I cannot remember if it was a short time later or an hour or so. I also remember (probably before the assembly) that we grouped a few classes together and watched the news. I remember ranting to classmates that we were on the verge of a war definitely, and possibly a global one. I was not far off. Although I had imagined a declaration of war on a foreign nation within a week.

I knew it was terrorism by the time I left.

My mother had come to pick me up from school early that day, not knowing if something similar could be happening elsewhere. As we drove that day, I remember the sky seeming so empty. I don't know if it had to do with the grounded planes, or if it was my imagination, but I am unlikely to forget that feeling as long as I live on this earth.

We went to pick up dad from a doctor's appointment that he was at. We went to a back room where several people (I assume a mixture of Patients and staff) were busy watching the news on T.V. I don't remember how long we were there.

When we got home. We watched the news all day. I remember eating a lot of leftovers from the night before. A pasta dish with cheese melted on top. It was great. I don't remember ever having it again. I don't know why the pasta sticks in my head so clearly but it does, and anything that sticks out in my mind, I want to write down.

My father called the navy to see if they could use him. They could not (for age and health reasons). Dad felt the overwhelming urge to do something, to fight for his family (family is more important to him than country) but he could not. We told him that we needed him here. He heard us, but he still felt frustrated that he could not help fight.

After hours of fixation on the T.V., my parents decided that we had to have some sort of break from all of it. We played videogames. I think I played on the Sega Genesis.

I don't remember much from that point on.

I remember watching for days afterwords (especially Wed. the 12th) what had been discovered. I did not go to school for a day or so.